~an ocean of feelings~

[affablyevil]

So brother, raise another pint
Rev up the engine and drive off in the night
See you somewhere some place some time
I know there's better brothers but you're the only one that's mine
- "Brother" (Murder by Death)

I have feelings, but mostly I am overwhelmed by the car porn.

No seriously. I spent most of the episode worrying that I should've adopted an Impala prayer circle icon.

There are things that went my way and things that didn't go my way, and I have so many crazy feelings there's no way I can articulate them properly. In some ways it doesn't feel like I've watched it yet. I'm so confused.

All I know is that I love Sam.

THERE WERE NOT ENOUGH HUGS THIS EPISODE. I'm not sure whether I'm depressed or happy. I think I will remedy it with ridiculous RPF AUs where how I feel about shit is clear-cut one way or the other.

Got a call from my boss, so it looks like this is what I'll be doing with my evening:

Comments

[affablyevil.livejournal.com]

I won't lie, I was waiting for Adam/Michael to look back at Dean with tears in his eyes before I realized wtf that is backwards Adam didn't birth Sam but it did cement my belief that the show is definitely Xena and that Gabriel needs to snatch Sam in mid-fall so he can blackmail Dean.

[thisbrain.livejournal.com]

Once I realized that he was going to have to jump into a swirling vortex of death or whatever I was all "HOLY CRAP, XENA MOMENT INC!" But then I realized that I need to fix my filter so that it stops shouting obscenities at people.

I definitely need Gabriel to like blackmail Dean into a sham wedding with Sam's life in the balance